Vaganismus An Pregnancy

TO MY Twins, wherever they are at this moment ... OVER-

(Image: "Soulmate" by Chiara Burzigotti. Www.fotocommunity.it)

I will not marry you (Marc Anthony)


I will not marry because I would not live the life I


loving my way I will not utter the usual promises


front of the city and a God that I ... I do not know ...
I'll marry you!

To burn slowly
every emotion in her arms and fall asleep to the television habit

in slippers ...

I will not marry

idea to believe that when I do I will be forever


not I'll give you hugs and betrayals
our dignity

I will defend it but do not marry!


I do not smile in the picture of happiness

that time takes away
I will not ask you to renounce the world


to tell me even the possibility of no ...
I'll marry you!

To fill our empty
with a child and no longer make love, but sooner or later
look deep in my heart a little 'pride
to save him ...

I will not marry you for what you are not

and if you lose you do not lose me

we are only two songs without

my time as your

who always sing but do not marry!
I'll marry you!

For love is another
so that you can not expect
pushes you on the corner of a ring
but it makes you live ... I know!
and you do not marry ... And then my love


embraces this
life in his freedom
'll take you with me ...
and there'll marry you!

BACI-BACI-BACI
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were two days of hell, why talk about it with my x has not been far from simple.
My mother reacted in the worst way, turning what began as a peaceful confrontation, the prelude to a tragedy.
Furthermore it says: "For me it is a tragedy."
did not want to even hear my reasons, I had to say, I had inside. Had not been for her, everything would have ended with a "okay, go tell your father, I do not want to know anything." It was I who want to continue to insist that I feel the same, but I have been treated worst than that, to her, I would have expected.
My father came home while we were discussing, but then I did not have the strength to support another conversation with him, I was exhausted! He was told something and it became too cold, until I talked to him. Neither would sit at the table with me, waiting for me to finish the dinner or lunch .. waiting for "the board was clear, as pointed out by my mother when my father asked her what time they would I decided to eat.
Last night I re-discussed with my mother, asking her to me more than less coldness. And there still cry. Then I went to my father, to clarify once and for all, asking him if he was part of the "tragedy" of my mother. He replied that he knew nothing, because I had talked to my mother, almost preferring it to him. I explained that I wanted to first talk to her, because I knew more or less, how he would react. Then there was the comparison a bit ... 'on, but at least it was a comparison! And I wept like a fountain .. I had to vent that I had with my mother. Surely I did not feel understood, but is respected. It was not the courage to understand this choice, calling it "the easy way "---> expression that sent me into a beast, because if anything the opposite, and between a tear and the other, I tried to explain it.
I sought an explanation on the potential and prospects have to say that, without realizing that it is not a detailed plan, what do I have but one choice in a free heart, I was not given any security nor- wondering-if not the one in 5-10 years I'll regret what I'm doing, because I'm closing a door that may be helpful. No doubt, but through this door closes, another 100 if they will open in their ways to me and completely anonymous to me for content, in content and origin ...
In every way, since I made my decision public, he tried to take me back, even to instill a sense of insecurity and fear of separation rather than abundance, which had tried hard to overcome. Even at the model shop, where I went to buy a jar of paint (yes, I started to build the ship!), An acquaintance she started to ask questions about the university and giving advice! Also for this reason I cried during and after my last question: I felt crushed, bewildered, called the "reality" on all sides, logical and helpful attitude of my father, which made me rethink everything from scratch, which the categorical rejection of my mother I had caused, making it harden on my positions. I went to bed early yesterday. I felt empty and powerless.

TODAY.
wake up early, breakfast, I went to distribute copies of the newspaper of the University Academy of Fine Arts. I'm back and I started to read the material that I found, to write a leaflet on the Day of Remembrance, in memory of the Holocaust, which will use January 27. These are the latest commitments I had made with the committee and I spontaneously wanted to complete. Later I prepared a meal for me, because I did not want to ask my mother. Surprisingly, his attitude had changed, more friendly, more relaxed. Even to my father. As if everything had suddenly dispel. And even within me, the doubts I had were gone yesterday, I did a test, trying to organize a study plan for the next month, but all that I was away, I do not own anymore.

I closed my books and I started to write my flyer.

(...) When

me departments' by Circe, who concealed

me more than a year there near unto Gaeta,

before Aeneas nomasse yes,

or fondness for my son, nor reverence

the old father, nor 'the due affection

Which joyous should have made Penelope,

Could overcome within me the ardor

that I 'had to gain experience of the world

and de vices and human worth;

but I put forth' open sea

only with a companion ship, and that

picciola from which I never had deserted been.

(...)

and I 'companions were old and slow

when we came to that narrow

Where' Hercules marked them about him

order that the man does not put more than;

(...)

"O brothers," I said, "that per hundred thousand

dangers have come al'occidente,

To this so inconsiderable vigil

of our senses which is the remaining

not want to deny the experience,

Following the sun, the world without people.

Consider your origin:

facts You were living eats raw

ma per canoscenza and follow virtute. "

(DANTE-ALIGHIERI

INFERNO CANTO XXVI)

Ulysses is the man for me, the new god, and that challenge goes beyond the limits imposed by the old man and an old concept of sin and the divinity.


My will also be a "mad flight", but how many out there really have the courage to fly?


I embrace you!
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Lucisart Your System Has Not Been Modified

PROOF OF 9 ....... EDITORIAL

(IMAGE: "CITY IN BLUE" - Anna Razumovskaya)

Hello guys!

'm going to a club .. I'm destroyed, my feet to pieces! But I enjoyed it a world, tonight! Dancing charging me, free me, gives me lots and lots of energy, then I try

to broadcast outside!

I have a very important thing, to write .. yes, I know that the 7:33 am (even if the time of the post, of course, will be busted .. but because I can not fix it ??).. but I ask you a bit of attention ..

I decided, after careful reflection, sleepless nights and untold troubles, left the university!

Why? Why are not I feel so happy and I can not fully express myself.

And not just now .. even after graduation I could feel good and say fuck! I'm doing what I want! NO!

know-when they ask me why I took law ... ... I do not I know what to say! Seriously! The last time I said, why yes! E 'inhuman, against me! I can not say "because I like it!" I can not say "because after I do ...." None of that.

The lawyer had already decided a long time to undo it, because you do not exactly suited to my being. Notary? Ever dreamed of doing, even before! Competitions in the PA: it is not exactly what I have in mind, have a state salary and might be able to do-the-leader or do not know what. The last thing that attracted me to do was be a teacher. But competition is from the jungle, I do not go out and cmq cn highest rate, x to be a teacher, I should be continually and still on the books! The problem-if we want to see it, but I call it SOLUTION- these matters is that I tend to not stand .. to levels that just makes me sick to read some x 'and repeat!

only doing freelance I could bear to continue to study until graduation, x k and then do what I want to do ... But I do not want to do that! It seems to me that if there are too many and too many, but that lead me to retrace my steps, too many red flags, the last year especially, I often have plunged in these reflections ...

As the biggest obstacle? Fear.

Fear of Change. The fear of not being accepted ... to be thrown out of the system in the blink of an eye. No.. I am no longer Dr. Tal -and-so, no longer the "good girl" of good family who attends the university and is building a future.

The fear of disappointment that you give to relatives, of what people will say .. France, prove x once all of the views of others that you do not care anything! Now is the test of 9 (oh yes .. just 9 of this year !!)!!

Guys, I would not be happy, still, I discover more every day. And if you are not happy, I can not send anything to the other .. and this is wrong! I was born to pass on to others! Even with silence. I confess I was afraid .. afraid of a crazy! I cried, I trembled, I've been several times to get back in my soft cotton! Then I thought to expectations, the popular expectations that we create on everything and I realized that a risky choice do not necessarily think about how and when change will happen and what will be consistency. It simply means to choose .. and is the most divine act that we can do here on Earth for Love! I choose ... I choose to release my creativity blocked! Oh, yes .. I'm much more of the reality that, for now I have created around! I am much more!

What do you like? What do you want now? I do not know ... I just know that the only thing that I always like to do that and I never left and write. Write to me is an art! And I love the arts: drawing and painting, music, dance, drama! For every expression of beauty and the divine in all beings! I'll do this .. the rest of my life, I KNOW that will by itself: the Omniverse never stays deaf to the demands of one of his sons, and the energies they know how and when to enter into the lives of men, according to the rule of perfect perfect synchronicity!

Of course, at the beginning will not be easy, but every choice also involves the assumption of responsibilities and consequences resulting from it, are all too aware that it had decided to swim in the tank of one of the many destinations that were available to us.

I can not afford to live in regret, in the compromise, in frustration at what I could do and I did not. Nell'ovatta. I just can not, in this life: if I came back, it's just yet to give my contribution to the growth of consciousness and the planet. My way.

and continue to sleep do not talk about really.

E TU, PLAYER ....

You know why you come here ..

And why did you read these words.

It is no coincidence ...

The coincidences do not exist.

PS: Now we have to talk to my ! ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ....

Kisses-Baci-Baci-

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I thought that a good editorial for the beginning of this year will be what I have written a diary I found in red house-one of many that give us every dicembre/gennaio- and I are appropriate (: D) Here it .. PASTE!

From my new agenda ...

"2007 - EDITORIAL - 8 January 2007

(IMAGE: "Deep Breath", MELANIE Weidner 2005)

The new year is always full of "good intentions" because there is an air of novelty, the desire to put the past behind; c 'is the new energy that will recharge and you're ready to give it everything!

to the surface old passions. Want to see your life is full of passion. In all fields.

What do I do with my life? Back to the old dilemma, the mysterious old man, who becomes the new, with a response in more than yesterday, but 1000 still to be added ...

Well, if my purpose in life is clear , it is not just the "way", the "how". But this, I let it unfold gradually, because Everything comes from him, if you give permission to your existence in this flow.

Journey started again and I have many things to do: first of all, to become an ever more perfect. In 2007 I want to see this blossoming other parts of me that I kept locked up until now ... my god I want to see flourish in all its beautiful petals, with its long stem, its leaves green, stretched toward the sky, its pollen golden and fruitful! A divine being different for its peculiarities! Look at how everything changes, if we give a Change! Do not be afraid, you're God and you are here on Earth to see a little 'how to be .. God on earth ... it is, cross the threshold of population density and land experience matter! E'stupendo is a really great adventure! Who'll be the guardian? I'll be the keeper of my brothers! I am Joy , the eternal smile that moves "the Sun and the other stars." will feel even the smell of my god!

The new purpose. ... I do not like to do long-term projects, or mechanically and systematically determine the commitments throughout the week and beyond. That's why I held un'agendina with white sheets ... and is also why I do not wear a watch: I live in MY TIME!

However, this agenda is "normal" and perhaps I will need to remember to do everything I want to do. Reading, games, theater, English ... I'm Joy.

AND ARE HERE FOR FUN-

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